Saturday, September 26, 2009
i'm borken. i'm torn.my castle, my world, it starts to rain again. no thunder. still rain, just keep raining.
when will the sun be out again?
♥ disguised at { 2:05 PM }
Thursday, September 24, 2009
somethin' to tell what's wrong with my heart..."Why does my heart cry?
Feelings I can't fight
You're free to leave me, but just don't deceive me
And please believe me when I say I love you"
I finally did something i planned two years ago. I will make it happen.
You may say I am just escaping my true feelings, but why can't i?
♥ disguised at { 11:39 PM }
Monday, September 21, 2009
My world will be raining for a long time. How long will it stop? I really want to know.♥ disguised at { 11:10 PM }
Sunday, July 19, 2009
i don't know what to say. i don't know what to feel. it's something i never experience before. it's aching inside. it's tearing inside. it's burning yet with a constant flame.i pray, i pray, i pray.
i talked and asked God. what's plan for me? as for now, i lost something precious to me. i am crying. i am sad. but if in exchange you'll be better than now, i'm willing to.
i don't know how long will i take to heal the pain as this is something i never experience before.
it's time for me to place everything into another chest. lock it up and never find the key again. it's all down to the deep deep sea inside me. i'll say good-bye when i'm already.
i thanked God that i found you. and there's no regrets.
thank you, my love.
♥ disguised at { 2:48 AM }
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Am I being a bit too much of not myself?Why a simple thing yet Im seeing it as an issue?
I don't understand anymore...
♥ disguised at { 1:21 AM }